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| Name | if i killed someone for you - animatic (vent) |
| Video Uploader | Video From foxtronaut |
| Upload Date | This Video Uploaded At 20-10-2020 04:00:03 |
| Video Discription | song: if i killed someone for you by alec benjamin - live performance https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mi3t7Atlddg i've put the link of the song here so you needn't to read/scroll over the "thing" below ^^; don't mind, don't mind ^^;; ★-☆ ★-☆-★-☆-★-☆-★-☆-★-☆-★-☆ "A man naturally loves himself," calmly says the wise aged man sitting behind his desk facing quite a few monitors and a camera as he speaks in response to the afflicted person asking for guidance from the other side of the world, claiming to have hatred on he himself 'cause of trauma. The moment this one listener from another place, typing lines of codes around 2 in the cold morning, heard the inquisitor's trouble, she's put on hold of whatever she was doing and focused on from where it was coming. "If you hate yourself, there must be something wrong," the old man continued. She moved closer to the screen and observed the scriptures projected supporting his statements as to why people tend to hate themselves. She... for once, felt such a sense of relief due to the response to the troubled man. She sat there and listened like a little child deeply immersed until the host answered completely and moved on to the next person to ask. Minutes later, she started to contemplate about everything. Questioning herself as to how she ended up from hating to loathing herself. Just a little more push and she'd reach the hate level, abhor. Disappointment? Wrong decisions in life? Feeling of getting disowned? Stupid? Peer pressure? Wrong perspective in life? Oh yes, there's a lot more to mention. Mostly, she would just drop her knees and pray. If not, she'd just cry herself to sleep. Ah yes! it was the day when she started to express herself more creatively. The day where she found joy that fueled a passion of hers. The day she felt warmth and love with what she does. That time where she felt like wanting to grow and improve more-- but sadly, she can't. "That's not a dream, you're wasting your time. Stop it for it will bring you nowhere-- unless you want to see yourself on the streets begging for alms." The words struck her so much that she felt odd, hurt? Her mind was clouded/foggy and she felt lost. She knows that people will judge her, telling her that she's just another whiny ingrate youth thinking that life is so easy and you could do whatever you want, if she goes against what they want. Where did it go wrong? I must say, maybe she just wasn't good enough. Hear me out, she tried to follow the plan that was set for her to follow. With that, she learned quite a lot of things but people are still disappointed, she's not the genius kid that everyone was expecting, she felt really stupid, dumb, and useless that a tiny seed of hate started to sprout in her. Maybe she just can't get her mind off of what she loves. Like when she tries to do something else, she can't help but think of it. Hmm. For me, I think she's done well despite forcing herself to do things just to reach the dream that was set for her by "them". She constantly changes aims and roles just to please them which is quite enough to lose her mind and her true self. If the thought of leaving what she dearly loves makes her not want to care about herself any longer, how much more if the people she expected support from would make her destroy it? Few things that keep her sane are her books and this one specific book which is her favorite. A book full of wisdom and mystery that satisfies her curious and playful mind. As she lives her life with it, the things that were once mysterious turned into parables with the help of a certain man who studied the book his whole life, the person she listened to during that dark cold morning, and with the help and mercy of the Father she serves. Day by day, she learned new things and became wiser just like everyone else. She became more understanding than before and started to embrace of what's to come-- but the burning passion of hatred to herself was still there. ★-☆ ★-☆-★-☆-★-☆-★-☆-★-☆-★-☆ if you've reached this point, i'd be surprised ^^ thank you, i appreciate it~ anyway, i hope you're doing well and i hope that the girl in the narrative above discovers what she seeks. maybe she just needs sleep lol :^D lastly, sry for the long description, i think i got carried away ^^ ODOYc5JmcJ8 |
| Category | Film & Animation |
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